Judith Lautner (judith) wrote,
Judith Lautner

This time I wrote it down. Scribbled it illegibly on the back of something else. I dreamed I had developed a debilitating disease, something like MS but worse. I had trouble with motor movements and speech but my mind still worked. ONl I was dying. While others were preparing for my death, I was going along with plans to enter a marathon, with help, with others similarly afflicted.

I felt fear - of death. And I felt caught up in others' plans for me - I was in an institution.

  • Addicted to clean?

    Today I am cleaning my house from one end to the other, literally. I started at my bathroom, which is at the far end, moved into my bedroom, then the…

  • baseboard love

    Years ago, when my house was always a mess, I might be bothered by the details. I might work on the sink, make it shine once in a while. I might…

  • Floored

    I cleaned the carpets in my guest bedroom, hall, and living room the last two days. Then today I washed the floors in the kitchen and dining rooms. I…

  • Post a new comment


    Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal

    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded