Judith Lautner (judith) wrote,
Judith Lautner

This time I wrote it down. Scribbled it illegibly on the back of something else. I dreamed I had developed a debilitating disease, something like MS but worse. I had trouble with motor movements and speech but my mind still worked. ONl I was dying. While others were preparing for my death, I was going along with plans to enter a marathon, with help, with others similarly afflicted.

I felt fear - of death. And I felt caught up in others' plans for me - I was in an institution.

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