Judith Lautner (judith) wrote,
Judith Lautner

tub thoughts

Tonight I fixed myself a bubble bath and climbed in. I took the washcloth, wiped my face, lay it flat on my chest, hot and warm and wet. I had turned up the heat so I would not get a cold draft. No candles, no soft music, but the intent was there. Yet I could not just lie there. I thought, could I lie in a hot tub, up to my neck, just rest? I could, but I would be struggling inside, fidgety, thinking. What's the secret to resting? Really resting? Relaxing? Really relaxing?

  • The Jerry Bruckheimer Effect

    I suppose it is the curse of anyone who is musical to be unable to ignore music. I am plagued by the piped in music in stores and I choke when I hear…

  • Adventures Downtown

    Yesterday I went downtown three times. The first time I passed by the pasty place and decided to stop and get one. The second time was to pick up a…

  • (no subject)

    NetworkedBlogs Blog: Judith's Topics: Personal, Mental Illness, Animal Rights Follow my blog

  • Post a new comment


    Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal

    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded