Judith Lautner (judith) wrote,
Judith Lautner

I fiddled around with the review in between LifeTime movies today. Even when I didn't particularly care what happened in the movies I kept watching, which slowed my work a bit. Finally, I printed out what I had and took it to Barnes & Noble, where I sat with a latte and scribbled my thoughts. They started coming more easily then, and I knew I was getting a review at last.

Now, almost done. I'll play with arrangements and words a bit more, then call it good.

It's odd. If I am with others I don't worry so much about being "productive". Somehow being with someone else, talking, having a drink, watching television or a movie, gives me permission to be unproductive. So today, not having someone here pulled at me. I had to shut off guilt feelings. It's pretty ridiculous that I should be forever producing, or that I think I should be.

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