Judith Lautner (judith) wrote,
Judith Lautner

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major pityfest

I have been indulging myself this afternoon. Lying on my bed, crying my eyes out. Slugging around the house, dressed only in my large white terrycloth robe, half-watching LifeTime movies.

Of course the pain is what's bringing this on. It wears me down, makes me weak, makes me vulnerable to my own inner pain. It isn't just pain that is worrying me now. It's everything. That's how this works.

On the sort-of-plus side, wandering in my robe makes me feel closer to my body, sexier. I let it slip open and touch my softness. Lordy. Am I going to be accused of writing porn here any moment??

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