I just got an e-mail from Dwain saying Dawn wants him to break off all communication with me. She can't stand it. So he's doing it. I am sure it was a hard e-mail for him to write. I still feel like the victim in this thing but of course in love...all's fair...just doesn't seem like it.
I wrote back saying I understand, that our friendship certainly does go beyond fucking, but I understand, and that was that. The end. I can imagine this will be a difficult weekend as I absorb not ever hearing from him again, not ever having that outlet to write to. I am crying now, hope I won't be crying all day.