Judith Lautner (judith) wrote,
Judith Lautner

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A headache and worse

I had a mild headache in the left side of my head most of the night. Sleep was not deep, I woke up often. I hope I am rested. I took some Excedrin migraine.

I just got an e-mail from Dwain saying Dawn wants him to break off all communication with me. She can't stand it. So he's doing it. I am sure it was a hard e-mail for him to write. I still feel like the victim in this thing but of course in love...all's fair...just doesn't seem like it.

I wrote back saying I understand, that our friendship certainly does go beyond fucking, but I understand, and that was that. The end. I can imagine this will be a difficult weekend as I absorb not ever hearing from him again, not ever having that outlet to write to. I am crying now, hope I won't be crying all day.

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