August 26th, 2003

Roman

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I killed the computer again last night. Deleted too many files. The wrong files. Now it won't finish loading, just sits there, wallpaper staring at me, no "start" button, no way to get to anything.

So I have to install a new operating system after all. I will lose some stuff but I don't think anything that is impossible to get again somehow. Or live without.

Why now? I wonder why I do these things, mount up the stresses.

I'll feel better tomorrow. The workshop will be over and I may actually be in jury duty, which would be relaxing.
Roman

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The day wears on and I just want it over. I'll be okay tonight, I know. I just want to be done with it, one way or another. I want it to be tomorrow.

I also want the computer working. This afternoon I am going to make a stab at installing a new operating system. I hope I can succeed before going to the meetings.