July 11th, 2002

Roman

natural air conditioning

One of the delights of living near the coast is that after a few days of blistering heat the fog rolls in. Some people don't like this but I love it. Today the fog is so thick we can't see the ocean. Can't even see the streets near the ocean. It feels wonderful. Maybe the change in weather will cause some change in my attitude. I think just sleeping relatively well already has, though.
Roman

that chat thing

I turned on my yahoo messenger when I got up this morning and some guy was immediately there, saying hello and do I know you. When I said no, he doesn't know me, he continued chatting. I was reserved, as usual, and he then said I came across a little like a cold fish. Yeah well, tough.

Damn I'm mean sometimes.
Roman

freebie!

I just got a new windbreaker that has the City of PB Recreation logo on it. Dark blue, light lining, hood. I can use a jacket like this. I got it because I have volunteered at a couple of Rec events here. Whee! How cool.
Roman

fridge

This week is the kitchen. I cleaned out the fridge just now. Most of it. It didn't look all that bad, perhaps because I am so used to it getting so very much worse. Now it is almost empty. It yearns to be filled. I need to work up a shopping list, small one.
Roman

soup's on

I managed to put together some veggie soup from what I had in my fridge and cupboard. And it actually tastes very good. Now I want to go to the video store and look for Queer as Folk. I'm hooked, hopelessly. Drawn in. That show is incredibly erotic as well as dimensional. And colorful to boot. I am sure it is the eroticism that gets me, that makes me want more.

That's so odd. I don't understand it. Anne Rice writes wonderfully erotic scenes between men. She understands the power of the gay male relationship. I think this type relationship must be more exciting because men have so much testosterone, are so sex-oriented, and having both partners like this seems to be more than cumulative. The scenes between the women don't do a thing for me...
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Roman

lust

I am finding my inner teen. That's one explanation, anyway.

I went to the closest video store wearing jean shorts and a short shirt and my hair loose and wild, and I felt...SEXY. I wanted people to notice. Not that they did, but who cares?

That place didn't have Queer as Folk so I headed to the next one. They only had it on DVD so I figured bite the bullet, watch it on my computer. I just finished one episode, am about to move on to the next, sucking it up.
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    hot hot
Roman

trying to sleep

I can't get comfortable, can't turn my mind off, can't get to sleep. So I got up, thought I'd check email, see what else I can do that doesn't take much energy.
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