October 4th, 2001



I am starting to get past the headache but now am really tired. Seems odd, considering how much time I spent in bed yesterday, but it wasn't good time.


I seem to be making up for yesterday's lack of food today. Things taste better and I want more. I am trying to stop right now, except that I will probably have a cup of mashed potatoes after my workout. Gotta carb up, ya know. Make the most of the muscle building.

life is back?

I did Tracy today. First workout since Monday. It felt so good to get through that. I felt a little tired but no more than I have all week, less probably. I think it's so easy to slip. I feel like an alcoholic. I don't suppose it is much different, really.