Morning. Okay. Quiet. Bullet is here. I am again beset by worries, by lack of ambition.
I am taking an online class in Excel. Just enough to get me ready for the intermediate Excel class I will be taking next WEdnesday. So far so good. I already know more than I did an hour ago.
The mouse is going weird again. I probably have to clean it. I am almost through with the introductory course on Excel. I checked into Visual Basic, then discovered it is no longer hanging around on my drive, that I would have to pay over $100 (if I am lucky) to buy it. Well.
Some small things bring me back to life. Today I did another cluster on a dream, wrote a vignette, and felt a sense of accomplishment at last. Holding on to that is what I gotta do.
I met up with another member of the chorale at the concert today and sat with her. Soon someone else she knew (also in the chorale) came by and sat with us and I was a third leg. Which is okay. I realized, though, that I was a little uncomfortable sitting with others. I am so used to being withmyself. I had my notebook and pen ready, and a book I could read and I did not feel I could drag them out. It's nice going to a concert with someone but there is a lot nice about going alone, too.