April 2nd, 2001

Roman

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THe frustration continues. Work was hectic but okay. I feel better about things left hanging, about stuff I didn't get done. I got in an extra hour, too, which is not such a bad thing. I don't feel like going to rehearsal tonight, I feel so tired, but of course I will.
Roman

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The depression continues. Rehearsal was good. The music is starting to become part of me, in spots. That's the best part, when i feel each note as it goes by, know it, love it. Only those who actually learn this kind of music really get so much from it.