March 6th, 2001

Roman

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Many disjointed dreams. A show called "Mary and a Half", starring Mary Tyler Moore. Something about Beethoven. Something I can't remember. The chorale rehearsal last night had me thinking about Beethoven's Missa Solemnis and how overwrought it seems, how it is sung with all the stops out, if that's the right term.
Roman

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I ate too much this afternoon and evening. Another day of giving in to the refrigerator. I stopped but the food weighs heavily inside me. I feel so tired and I didn't walk or do the weight lifting. It's okay to take a day off now and then but I probably should be planning which one. I wanted to pay bills yet they seem like too much to do. But I am writing some. I started on a poem for Mary and am working on my story. Am I too hard on myself or not hard enough?