Judith Lautner (judith) wrote,
Judith Lautner


The other day I thought "I'll never be thin." I was looking at Mary's naturally thin body and realizing I will never be like that. And why should it matter? I don't know why it does. Once again, I feel like I have eaten my way into a larger size while here, but this time I know I have eaten more and fatter meals and it will show. It is really difficult to go out to a restaurant and find food that is not loaded with fats or sugars. Last night I did well with minestrone and salad without dressing but I had wine and bread, too. If that were all I added each day it wouldn't be so bad but it wasn't.

Our hike yesterday did not really give us much exercise and I didn't do anything else. I rarely do, when I am with Mary and Joey together. Today I will.

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