. . . you can't reprogram yourself until you deprogram. And seeing as how deprogramming requires the destruction of outmoded brain circuitry, it doesn't always feel real bouncy and peppy and fluffy. What does this have to do with you? Everything. You're right in the middle of your deprogramming season, with the reprogramming phase soon to follow.
I am not a big follower of astrology. There may be a way that the time of year we are born has some effect on our personalities - not the stars but the time - yet sometimes these things do hit the mark. This one is especially apt. And offers hope, which is what I need.