Judith Lautner (judith) wrote,
Judith Lautner

Taking it apart

I am trying to figure out what is causing the pain. What am I telling myself?

I think: that I am undesirable. That I am not sexy. That I am not lovable. That I have failed. THat I have done something wrong. tHat I talk too much. That I don't express myself enough. All of these?

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