Judith Lautner (judith) wrote,
Judith Lautner

What to do what to do

It's been hard tonight. I talked to both Elaine and Mary, and that helped. Mike called and I talked to him too, and that helped. I don't want to spend all my time avoiding, so I stayed home rather than go somewhere tonight.

I have been thinking, what's the right thing to do? I thought maybe write to Dwain and tell him I will be all right. I know that I will, eventually. What's the right thing to say? And how? I am not sure. I want to do what's right, what will not make anyone hurt any more than they already do. I need to let go of any hope in this area and wish him well in his new life. How to do that and sound right? I need to feel it. I may need to wait a little longer so it is really real.

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