Judith Lautner (judith) wrote,
Judith Lautner
judith

lunch

I had lunch with Phyllis. Told her about the breakup. She's been there - everyone has, I suppose. She suggested that I wipe Dwain out of my life completely, otherwise I'll do the "slow bleed". Probably right, but I can't do it. He is not a bad person, he is a good person who does stupid things sometimes, and I like him and I like him as a friend. I hope I can keep him as a friend. But it may not be possible ultimately. It seems so horrible, so impossible, that a special person enters my life and because we had an intimate relationship I have to shut him out. It doesn't compute for me.
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