Judith Lautner (judith) wrote,
Judith Lautner

I went for a walk. Just to walk. And to pick up a paper, to look at what's going on today. I think I will go to Wal-Mart to get camping stuff and then to the south county library, where they are having a book sale. Right now, though I feel very tired. I didn't sleep much, got up too early after going to bed too late.

I didn't see any dance lessons! Shoot! Just when I am ready to begin.

I think I can handle the pain because I think Dwain will come around eventually. We'll be friends. There is no reason our friendship should not endure this. I don't think he ever imagined anything like this happening. He had fallen in love once and the ending of that affair caused him so much pain he was fond of saying it is better not to have loved at all. So he was not ready for it to happen again and had no experience to use as a guide. What I saw in his past was that he still is on good terms with his former lovers, wherever they all are. I always saw this as a good sign, and imagined that if we broke up we would remain on good terms, too. I never imagined this.

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