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nightmares and depression

Last night I dreamed I was sentenced to death. I don't know the crime, I knew I didn't do it, I was dying in place of someone else, as I recall. All of that was irrelevant. When I woke up in the middle of the night I didn't feel any relief. The feelings were still there, and when I got back to sleep I was back into the same nightmare.

This after I realized, yesterday, that I am slipping into depression. I wonder what is up. Two wonderful days in Desert Hot Springs, low-cost vacation, not worried about the days off, good walk with Karen yesterday, and so on. It's a bit hard to pinpoint what's happening in me right now. I think it's a general feeling that I am not "producing", not getting things done that I feel I should be. I will need to sort it out, come up with some small steps, move on them.

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bryantcafe
Apr. 24th, 2003 07:20 am (UTC)
Maybe letting go?
Could it be you are letting go of something?
judith
Apr. 24th, 2003 08:20 am (UTC)
Re: Maybe letting go?
That's certainly a possibility.
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